April 28, 2014

The S.A.M. Story Part II

Part II

His messages became more urgent and full of eagerness to find a way for them to meet in "person" again.  It was an alluring idea at first until she started worrying about all the "what-ifs".  What if age difference mattered , what if height was an issue, what if they weren't compatible, what if they weren't physically attracted to each other?  He seemed too good to be true.  What if this wasn't even real?  

But what if it was, and none of those other things mattered?  Maturity and time had narrowed  her list of "must-haves" in a partner, to the meaningful concerns.  She had come to see through to the heart, past the eyes-only perspective.  In a non-standard way, as appreciation for life and how fast it can change and be gone had given her an incomparable perspective on life and the values in it.  

She would never know unless they gave it a shot.  So it was decided to attempt it, and let the fusing of space between them determine the outcome.  She knew she would be loyal and committed.  He was sure he could provide her what she needed and he wanted her to give him a chance to try.  

As a mechanic, fixing things was his specialty.  He felt equipped to mend the broken wing and heart of an angel that was part of her past; a pre-existing make-up, although he did not know the cause.  She, though timid and nervous about it all, was reluctantly willing to take another chance. And perhaps because of the security of space, it obscured and muddled her legitimate reservations.

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